New year in Malaysia

DELAYED HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! (^.^)


on Friday the 13th


I know this is REALLY LATE and I don't have much of an excuse aside from school and my own laziness. An entire week without an update...(T_T)


Classes are officially starting and I'm already dying in A-maths. At times like these its nice to remember what you did during the holidays.


I went to Malaysia for New Year, but I wasn't looking forward to it. My last trip to Malaysia involved me putting on my cold-hearted bitch face for the entire trip cuz of SOME PEOPLE who I NEVER WANT TO MEET AGAIN (but they live in Singapore though).


This time it was more on the neutral side, I haven't totally forgotten what happened during the last trip. But at least I made effort to enjoy myself though.


First Day: Kuala Lumpur

 I got the seat in front of the stairs, the first thing people will see when they climb up is my face

 The hotel, had I sky ceiling in the lobby 

 plus my bed had a GIANT mirror at the headpost

 okay thats just me fooling around and being stupid with my camera

 been a long time since I've tied my hair into a side pony, last year I cut my hair short cuz I got soooo pissed and i took it out on my hair

 Sorry to my brother, but this photo is so unglam and funny I had to post it

I didn't bother putting make-up on, too lazy

 I was camwhoring when my mom joined 

 My siblings don't want too look at the camera... (T ^ T)

 I had to inherit my stupidity from somewhere right

 I look pissed here, the Japan bear was hard too find and when I found it. It looked so plain. 


Japan you can do better than this!!!

 My parents are too PDA-ish its embarrassing sometimes 

 Daniela lets go to France together

 Took stolen shots of my brother as payback


He put my spoon in chili when I wasn't looking and I cant take spicy things

 Guess who's carrying my DOMO-KUN

 View from the Hotel Room..... so pretty 


I accidentally brought the wrong charger for my camera so my camera didn't last throughout the entire trip to Malaysia


Day 2: Genting 


My parents said it was cold in Genting so I dressed like this. We were planning to watch the fireworks for New Year there.

Seriously this room is meant for cam-whoring

It was raining so we didn't get to go to the outdoor theme park, but we got to go to the indoor one (they had an indoor one!!!!)

I wonder which idiot decided to put a water ride in the freezing mountains

 My camera was already close to death (T . T)


The indoor one was like a mall and theme park mixed it was mega good. Why did I have to bring the wrong charger???

Cuz of the mist the fireworks display was cancelled... My New Year had no fireworks

 New Year pic (this is the best I could get since my camera performance was low cuz of the drained battery)

Day 3: leaving Genting

Sorry no camwhore pics for day 3. I'll post the time I went to USS (Universal Studios Singapore) tomorrow since I'm feeling lazy again

Bye until tomorrow

*waves hand like a maniac*

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Cosplaying *I think*

How do I look like in a wig???

Story behind the Photos:

I have a close friend in the Philippines who is a cosplayer. One day I was at her house, which is like 50 meters from mine. When I just suddenly wanted too try her cosplay wig.


When i tried the wig we just really wanted to take photos. So we walked to my house with me wearing the wig outside. I had my camera and clothes over there.


We were supposed to take photos in the beach in front of my house but the sun disappeared...(T . T)


I cant believe she managed too make me pose this cute. I'm not a cutesy type of person


Speaking of her here are photos of cam-whoring of us in THE MIDDLE OF THE MALL as in the walkways

couple glasses<3

 I wasn't wearing make-up that day okay!!!

So far my unnie/onii-chan/ate is the only person who camwhores as much as me


AND THAT IS WHY I WWUUUUZZZZZ HER!!!!


We really had nothing to do that day plus we often end up cam-whoring when were bored


I don't want to post these pics in FB since they're too cute and embarrassing even for me so I'm just gonna post them here 


I posted a few of the photos of me in a wig in my first post but I didn't post all of them. So here they are. 




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I'm an Upper Sec now???

I can't believe i'm a Sec 3 student now school started like a few days ago


Officially in 3e2 until i graduate


I'm at least a year older than most of my friends in school, because school in the Philippines starts in June while in Singapore starts in January


I didn't think its a big change aside from the schedule


but I do know its a BIG CHANGE for my male classmates or some of my male friends


Even though i just transferred last year in Sec 2


If i look back at last year some things did change I just didn't notice it that much


#MilkTea finally put down her fringe,she used to pin it up, she looks A LOT CUTER compared to when it was pinned up 


I was REALLY EXPECTING the guys too look weird in pants, I REALLY DID!!!


Most of them looked normal *so much for my expectations -_-*  


I few looked a bit weird but i'll get used too it after a week or two


The guys are all so tall now, I feel like I'm buried by their heights *note to self: don't stand too close too guy friends*


As in they had a MEGA GROWTH SPURT!!!


So unfair I want too grow taller too, up to 165 cm please...


Two of my friends from Normal Acad were promoted up to the Express stream and are in the same class as me *throws confetti*


A lot of people grew their hair out including me but my hairstyle is pretty much the same

 OLD Pics from last year

(these are the pics i took with my phone I've never uploaded them before, I was too lazy back then)

In school

 #Meow birthday at Seoul Garden

we all saved up for this

 My hair is so short here

 #1DirectionFan , #MilkTea and  #Corn

I'm too busy with #meow looking at the phone

 I am a wink failure 

(T . T)

We were a bunch of immature Sec 2 students running after each other in Seoul Garden 

I don't really like studying


What do you expect from a teenager like me


Unfortunately for me some the girls i normally hang with are in my class


Its unfortunate because I'm now part of the Notice Board Committee.... seriously those guys.....grrrr....


this what I get from doodling and sleeping in class to much


but I'm planning too fill up the notice board stars no matter what our leader says 


The leader of the Notice Board Committee is one of my friends anyways....*evil grin*


The first two days of school we had NO LESSONS!!!


But tomorrow we have official classes and lessons.....*sigh*


My only wish this year.....that the teachers stop complaining to my parents that I sleep too much in class


i already know I sleep in class, okay


I don't know what will happen this year, but i seriously wish for very loose and slack teachers


so thats the end of my post for today


yeah, I suck at endings okay i know already


i never though i would write a blog about school though


I guess theres a first for everything






Until my next post/rant session
Bye for now People
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I've changed

You keep saying that I've changed 


so what???


you say that the OLD me was better


*che* as if


The old me huh??


the shy girl who was very vulnerable too pretty much everything


you want me too turn back into the old me huh??


so wat??? so you can control me easily???


I'm not a doll who just sits there quietly like before 


I've changed and I grew up as well


whats wrong with that???


I became a stronger person


Which is much better than the old me


I changed into someone independent and strong


and I wont return back into the old me






the girl that cried by the staircase every time someone bullied her


the girl that was betrayed so many times by people she trusted


the vulnerable girl who couldn't do anything while people broke her down


the girl everyone put expectations on, although she never wanted it


the girl who was weak, vulnerable and naive


the girl who cried herself to bed at night






I'm tired of being like that


so i changed


I stopped relying on others


its better for you because you don't have too protect me anymore

but you insist that I've misbehaved and lock me up 


I don't like being constrained


i hate it


u arent protection


ur like jail, wait u are jail










I changed because I wanted too 


i was tired of being weak 


people broke me down every chance they had


I was tired of tears


I cried so many times


but nothing changed


tears just make u look weaker, therefore more prone to attacks


I always asked back then when i saw myself


"Why me?"








Then i decided too change


I stopped crying... tears are worthless


I guess that's how I became so cold






I started from scratch


but I had a pair of crutches too help me


*my non-biological older sisters*






I slowly realized that if i showed weakness that the more that spot will be attacked


I stopped bringing myself down


and worked on my confidence


so here I am today


A narcissistic and bitchy blogger




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ok I just typed this out of my emo-ing sessions
but i think this will be helpful for people getting bullied


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