Love, Sex and other Vices (PART 1: Vices & Sex)

WARNING: This blog post and series will contain swearing, and I'm gonna post more word/essay posts because I'm planning to use my blog as a practice for my English 'O' levels.
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How do I even begin? I think this is a topic most teens, like myself have to overly dramatize about. I'm gonna start taking about Vices, then move my way to Sex and Love. Due to some stuff I can't really go into detail on some of the personal things I'll be vague on some areas.

VICES

Originally this post was gonna be titled "Love, Sex and Other Drugs" from Anne Hathaway's movie (I'm her fan, okay). But aside from a few isolated cases I don't see any VERY OBVIOUS drug use in Singapore, so Vices it is. Vices technically mean a bad or 'immoral' habit according to the internet. I'll admit I'm nowhere near a goody-two-shoes, I like to have fun.

Vices can range from anything from video games, slashing/cutting, plastic surgery (that Korean woman who injected cooking oil in her face because plastic surgeons refused to operate on her anymore), smoking, drinking, drugs, too much sex, stealing socks off people's feet (happened Japan) and even throwing pee at people (this really fucking happened in China). Yeah, my normal and the vices I can admit are my piercings, I talked about it in my last post a bit.

My first piercings I got when I was a kid, seriously I don't even remember. My grandma got me pierced. I didn't really wear anything in them until I got my 3rd and 4th piercing when I was 15. Yeah, that's when it started. The next year I got my 5th and it was my first ear bone piercing, from the same shop, and this year I got my 6th but from another shop. Honestly I wish I got my last one from the same shop because the person who pierced me well.... was bad, and I got it on impulse. Its kind hard to explain with words, but the swelling was a lot  WORSE and LONGER and other things with the piercing as well.  Planning to get another one soon. I've learnt my lesson, I won't be getting anymore piercings, tattoos or anything permanent without planning.

There are body modifications your bound to regret, it doesn't have to be constricted to piercings. Plastic surgery, tattoos and hair dyeing/bleaching (there are people who DIED from OVER bleaching). I've had my hair died once when it was longer and I have no idea how bleaching works. Actually, I'm going to do a lot of style changing after O's and I'm still divided on bleaching my hair. I'm just glad I won't have anymore style constrictions.

Vices are things that were addicted to that are not in any way healthy, even over studying can be considered as a Vice. I remember this survey my old Catholic school (I'm an atheist by the way) conducted. "What are your vices?" it had a tick box and there was "smoking" and "drugs". Recently my teacher asked the something smoking related on one of those character assessment quizzes. If your clever enough to smoke or do drugs while your underage you should be smart enough to know what to answer. Seriously schools?? You think a smoker would confess like that? I've said this time and time again its your body your free to do with it what you want, but you should be liable for the consequences of your decisions. I sound like I'm encouraging bad vices or I do them. T_T

SEX

Hormones raging everywhere... yeah that's how people *cough* adults *cough* think of teens. Which is true to a certain extent. Its the age where we can be as openly perverted as we want. I honestly like perverted jokes (insert that honest bear meme). I like to party, but I don't play. I can't go deeply into this subject since it really a personal aspect of a person's life and it would be unreasonable to reveal private things my friends told me. But since we're on this topic I'll share this song which pretty much is my personal attitude towards sex. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLjgxHKgacM

My folks are pretty conservative and religious, while I'm the complete opposite. You can't stop teenagers from being horny and watching porn. This applies to schools, parents or any authority figure. The most you can do is guide them properly on the subject. Scaring teens won't help either, my school sex talk have consisted of explaining the different types of STI's or STD's. What is the fucking point????!!!!??? At this age we feel unlimited, able to do anything we want. "YOLO (you only live once)" I keep hearing this a lot. Yes teens can be cocky and unless you kill our youth there's no stopping us.

(part 2) LOVE coming soon..... maybe by next week

this topic is gonna be a hell lot longer~~

Gothic (photo blog)

Recently I've been thinking of changing my style. So here I ended up trying goth, mostly gothic styles consists of black lace clothes and thick eye make up.  I've seen most gothic styled girls with long hair and bangs, so I wore a wig.  I've had a boyish punk style for some time now and I'm tired of being mistaken as a guy, it happens at least 2-3 times a month. I do boyish because it comfortable and easy for me but I want to try something new and be more feminine. I don't like the casual girly style and I like goth so this is my trail run. 

Edited the pics using this website

http://www.ribbet.com/app/#/home/welcome

I TRIED learning photo shop I just have no computer skills and its easier for me to use this webpage. The most I can do is filtering and minor stuff. Accidentally turned my face into an alien even using site hehehe... Won't show that pic~~

These are the ones I really edited and tried to make them more artistic. Took me longer on these pics 

the unedited version

now I'm just putting stickers on

Its prelim period for me right now and I'm sorry to my teachers I will go and study after posting this. Make up is a pretty powerful. Because I do boyish style I don't really wear make-up everyday. So I'll post a few selcas I have on my phone, it doesn't have any photo editing apps. So ALL are completely unedited.

without make-up in my casual clothes/style

with the goth style clothes and make

BEHOLD THE HOLY POWER OF STYLING AND MAKE-UP!!!!

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On a side note and its music related. I recently found a band called "Falling in Reverse", they're American. The vocalist reminds me of Seremedy's vocalist. Seremedy is a Swedish band, they disbanded earlier this 2013 around April :(   ~~~  They both have a certain body modification they have ALOT of and they look alike well at least to me....

behold Seike (ex-Seremedy) and his face piercings and tattoos

Ronnie Radke (Falling in Reverse) and his tattoos *bang bang*

Don't misunderstand I don't have any problems with body mods. I have six piercings and I'm planning to get a belly piercing by the end of this year, I'm only 17 by the way. I'm too young to get a tattoo but I want to get one and I still haven't planned anything for a tattoo yet. I think the Singapore tattoo and piercing culture got to me. I can't even compare to the most pierced person in my school. 

What do you think do they look alike?

Matsuri Festival at Funan

Okay, I just feel like blogging today. Since you can see by my post title I went to the Matsuri Festival at Funan. I discovered it when I was online in Facebook, and believe me I rarely go on FB. By the time I saw it the event had started already. Its a week long event and I didn't think I'd have the time since I have commitments from Monday to Saturday, Sunday is my only free day.
here's link of the event page: http://www.animefestival.asia/fam/

I really didn't have much interest in going until I found out that Cosplayer Kaname was going. I freaking love his cosplays and he's a freaking LEGEND!!!!!! and for a guy his age he's really hot.

I asked Gelli to come with me so we went there on Sunday. I admit I used the butler cafe to lure her to come with me :P It was the last day so it was pretty crowded. I'm really bad when it comes to crowds and I have some anti-social tendencies like Gelli, but hers is worse, so we hung out at the butler cafe which they mixed with the maid cafe for that event. 

I became a panda for a day hehe

I really liked my eye make-up that day

We both got photos from playing jan-ken-pon with the maid and butlers. Reminded me of Alice Nine's own version of  the game which involves toy hammers and frying pans. We also got a photo with one of the butlers as a remembrance, which in this case was Ren.

accidentally closed my eyes for the photo, well at least Gelli looked normal

randomly put my necklace with the photos for no reason

I don't know why but Ren reminds me of my younger brother. They don't look alike but I guess its just a feeling I get. Maybe that's why I'm not that attracted to him and I don't get why other girls who've seen his photos find him good-looking, he's okay to me. I like small-eyes more. On a side note when I first met Ren during 2011 AFA I couldn't look him the eye because of his contacts. I'd been in Singapore for almost a year then and people in the Philippines don't really use colored contacts and I'd get scared of people wearing them. Because of a certain someone who wore red contacts to one of my past performances. That semi-phobia went away as I got used to seeing people in contacts.

I actually bought I small Rilakkuma charm to the cafe, I wanted to give it too the best butler or maid who served us that day as a reward but I'm not sure if it reached that butler... oh well...

Enough about the butler/maid cafe. I'll just post pics of Kaname-sama since there are no words needed to describe this legends hotness and awesomeness. 

Kaname bowing

Kaname unzipping his jacket

HOT!!!

sexy back

unzipping his jacket!!!

I think he was demonstrating some sort of exercise here

Gelli managed to get chosen to be one of the lucky fans who get to take photo with him

I'm Jelly of Gelli (failed pun)

but I'm still happy for her ^~^

LOL

I made her wear those cat-ears, they're actually mine

She has her own photo on her phone but she edited it and covered her face with a horse

but that's what makes Gelli kawaii ^~^

link to the photos I took that day there's also photos of cosplayer Natumi:

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.404384489675846.1073741826.100003128959232&type=3

Thanks Gelli!

If your reading this thanks for putting up with me and going with me even though i can be childish at times. Last year was a really hard time for me but you didn't turn your back on me. If your reading this your probably puking this out of cheesiness right now. Lets enjoy our last AFA together, ne? 

Head gear! YEAH

This is just a photo blog its been more than a year since my last one, which was way before i cut my hair short. I felt like fooling around with all my hats, headbands and head accesories. Without further ado.